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I pick and chose my battles. I fight the fights that seem unconquerable in all aspects. My love is hard and true. I have lost ones I love but do not dwell on them because if it was mutual love it never would have been lost. I gain superficial friends with whom they call themselves true at heart. Then I see they are only figments of my imagination shallow in their existence only looking for the next victim to suck into there world of sick loneliness. My strength lies in my aloneness where I am completely intact with who I am and what I stand for. Words are thrown at me with intent to harm. I deflect such attempts by simply staying true to me. No one can tell me who I am. People can only make assumptions which I find entertaining at heart. I don’t let you in because you do not have what it takes to be close to me. When I walk I do not see faces I see eyes and thru eyes I see the heart. I have mistaken many to be one thing and find out they are another. Once again I do not morn the loss of a facade. If you have crossed me I will not engage in a confrontation with those of ill intent. I will act as if you don’t exist because people like you do not deserve the battles I chose to fight.
