Equation of Love

The words i love you are truly shallow and superficial. Modern day love is nothing but merely simple infatuation. People don't really love one another they love the thought of another loving them. Love is timeless and selfless. Love is not just loving another human being, its loving all things. We search for another to love us because we lack the knowledge of how to love in general. Therefore we do live lonely worthless lives that feel like a everlasting void. Even with money, fortune, fame and a human "saying" I love you, we still walk the earth feeling unfulfilled. Because we truly do not know the unconditional love received or given to or from us. How many selfless acts do we really act? How many people really love as is not as i wish it to be. We truly are dreamers of the dream unseen. We dream of something very few ever experience. Love really is a very simple equation. But in this equation we must have the formula to completed it. That is where most of the world fails. We lack the formula to the oh so simple equation of love. People allow life to dictate their love. What people do in life and have in life is how we decide the worthiness of our so called love and who we "love". At the end of the day we always get it backwards. Love should dictate life. So are you wondering what is the complicated formula we all seem not to know? If you are i can teach you, as another has taught me, and my teacher is truly the greatest teacher of all time. My teacher said the formula to the equation of love goes as follows:

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.
1 Corinthians 13

So there you have it. That is the true formula to the complicated equation of love. If one person can learn how to love like that, and there on teach another, maybe just maybe the world would finally be overcome with bliss and not pain, with happiness and not sorrow, with meaning and not a constant void. How many people do you know love without envy, anger or jealousy? Here's a funny one, how many people do you know that love without keeping account of wrong doings????? I no not one single person!! Not a single one! And on that same token i know not a single person who has received that same love. We set love up to fail by simple expectations alone. Even if we as man kind can never love exactly like that, i challenge each and everyone to at least attempt. I believe if we at the very least attempted to follow that formula that would increase our odds of true fulfilling love to happen to us and makes us more capable of giving it to someone else which is more important of the two. The selfless act of giving that love to one who knows not how to give it to us may just in time teach them how to love you just the same... just maybe.

Deception

Like the raging sea my emotions take over thee. Sickened by the thought of he. What words can I speak to draw a picture of what I seek? The wrath of pain stabbing thee continuously. If my tears were blood I would be dead, oh lord please turn these tears into the blood I speak of. Anger beating at thee, every moment it haunts me. When I close my eyes I see nothing but disgusting images of he lying in the arms of a woman that is not thee. I hate he. Screaming beneath the surface a smile is presented to the world as a cover. My insides are ripping and vile is poisoning me. The darkness is creeping into my soul, a soul that was so bright until he betrayed thee. Be gone sun and just give me night. Oh beautiful night take me away into the darkness, I wish to elope together for we are one of the same, me and you night are dark, cold and silent. Running. Running from the reality which chases me. Oh how could this be! No it can not be! Thou would never hurt me. The caress of thou hand, the soft supple kiss of his lips, the whisper of thou voice “I love you”. Thou would never hurt me. I am his angel of love. His fighter of life. Thou needs me; never no never would he betray me! The look in his eyes that say you are everything to me. The comfort of his arms oh beautiful arms that held thee. No! No! This is just a projection disguising the deception of he. I was in love with what I thought it to be. Now I know the reality and upon the acceptance of truth I hate he. Like a magician an illusion he made for thee. What I thought was truth was nothing but imagery. So farther I run in the night with my raging sea. Running from me. I wish to leave behind the parts that are following thee. I wish the dreams could be wisped away like a leaf falling from a tree. The hopes I wish I could erase like a fire which consumes the trees. The memories I wish I could slice up and drowned in the river of tears I have cried for he. The depth of my love is what kills me. It runs to the core of my soul, dear lord rip it from thee.