start of josiah

One moment that sparkles and shines... The creation of ... The existence of something beautiful.

Regrets and mistakes are memories made.. Pride veiled with shame ... disgraced..

This moment confounds me with the reality of... acceptance in a attempt to comprehend...

Fighting the slow feel of guilt for such ignorance... searching for the meaning of it all....

Overwhelmed with a new love... cherishing the idea of... Motherhood.

How to decipher the extreme hate i feel is part of a love so pure.

Pending the moment of realization of Gods big plan... Humbling.. Unsure.

Trying to be inhuman... numb this.. feel that..

Split in two... anger... love.. fear..excitement... pain.. joy.

ending of... them

beginning of...

Josiah