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What i would give to have my mother. Death may come upon me and as long as i had her touch one last time i would be content. Why did i wait so many years not loving and just living. Living in darkness but finding the light when she is in my presence. How ignorant can i be for so long.
Now miles away with nothing i wish more than ever for my mother. Everything else is superficial but the love for a mother is the realest thing i have ever felt. The hope she gives me with just her words and prayers.
If i could just lay in her lap and cry because only then will the tears stop. In that moment nothing matters because she is everything. How empty life becomes without her by my side. Where every fear is everlasting because she is not there to tell you there is nothing to fear.
I dream of her face only to wake in tears realizing she is not there. Thinking each day what if i never see her again. Knowing never can i leave this place if she still exist. Knowing if she ever left this place i would no longer exist. Because there is no light in the darkness. There is no peace in my heart with out her words.
Death come to me just let me hug her one more time. Take all from my life and just let her hold my hand. Give me no love in life just give me hers.
