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As i keep dreaming i wonder am i doing right or wrong. Which is harder following through then failing or turning back to face failure.. Either way it's a failure. Pains that are hindering my heart seems to overwhelm me and adjustment is just another word for deal with what ever shit you are in. I dream big and live small.. I talk large and yell soft.. I am waiting for that miracle you see. Where for once i don't look around and think where am I... Is this where i am to be... to be with... to be moving towards... are any streets different for me if i am only looking down either way.. If i am not looking up then my roads all look the same.. I find my self so envious of everyone i do look upon thinking they are so much greater.. even if my peacock feathers seem bright and beautiful really it is a illusion it seems. Do i press the publish button with the ignorance anyone reads what i think... No i am not that ignorant... maybe just that hopeful..
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I believe we all have our moments where we open our eyes and wonder even if it is only to ourseleves is this me, where am I, or should I even be here. We all live and we learn and have to make our own mistakes to figure out what is going to make us happy. With out the wrong path how would anyone know what is the right path? And how would make it with out hope that things will be as we want them to!! = )
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