consumed

consumed..consumed by you and him then her and them... consumed by your emotions then mine... living to breath without being consumed with the smoke and consumptions of all else that smoother's me.... choking me with emotion choking me with expectation... can i live.. can i breathe... can i go on without your words and opinion... consumed with being what the world wants... you want... they want.. all want... what of what i want... need... expect... ... ... irrelevant are my feelings irrelevant are my options... live... leave... forget me.. in death except in death realize... i never expected.. never i believe.. never were you close... never forgivness... die... die in life.. die in self...for rebirth.