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In the shadows of my mind the darkness of my mind i feel the anger creeping... The animal i am trying to supress with all my might wants to be set free... Shall i allow my wrath to devour he... Ofcourse so would she...and he and he. Such disgust i feel upon myself in attempt of punishment for my thoughts of death and suffering.... Suffer shall he... with all my might.... Lord i don't know if i can win this battle... This war with the world and trying to be morally right.... I am losing this bet because his head i want to hang on my wall and infliction of pain deplete his own image that i am beneth. Shall i vow now to walk and stand tall... or ravage this man with heart break and not catching him when he falls.... Fall you bastard fall fall fall... i am not flattered with your kindness nor blind with your love... i see your demons surface more each day each year they fill you full of rich dispair....Can i spit in your face and lay my head down at night with out the flight of guilt for being low in my actions... can i lay my head else where and feel no remorse for your torture.... Can i? Should i?Will i?
