Wine

Please tell me why.. why do people always lie... why do you say this and do that why do you say this and do nothing at all... is anger a sin, if so then i am sinning.. anger is what i feel... it is what is driving me.. it drives impulsive decisions... it makes you do what you wish you did not do... Is there such thing as a righteous anger? Is it okay to be angry for logical reasons.. I fight these things day after day and get even more angry that i am angry... wine makes the tongue loose.. wine makes the mind feel even worse... when it is good then its good but when it is bad then it is bad...when it rains it pours... and pours is the wine to my glass... do i say what i really mean or does the wine make me say what i truly do not believe.. why let go why set your self free so that you can be caught in a cage and then beaten.. you tell your self never again then you do how ignorant are me and you... so lets block and lets hide all those true feelings we have inside.. God knows how fun that kind of life is.. God knows anger and hatred are truly satens kids.. in Jesus Christ name i pray i pray you come take this anger and make it be gone like the moon at dawn... feel me with pure innocence feel me with joy and laughter of a little kid.. Please Lord recognize i am sensitive..